Tinychat keeps freezing. So I'm getting off the whole internet. Bye.
August 2010
July 2010
I swear that you don't have to go.
I thought we could wait for the fireworks, I thought we could wait for the snow to wash over Georgia and kill the hurt. I thought I could live in your arms, and spend every moment I had with you. Stay up all night with the stars, confess all the faith that I had in you.
Too late, I’m sure, and lonely. Another night, another dream wasted on you. Just be here now, against me. You know the words, so sing along for me, baby. For heaven’s sake I know you’re sorry, but you won’t stop crying. This anniversary may never be the same.
Inside I hope you know I’m dying with my heart beside me, in shattered pieces that may never be replaced, and if I died right now you’d never be the same.
I thought with a month of apart together would find us an opening, and moonlight would provide the spark, and that I would stumble across the key or break down the door to your heart. Forever could see us not you and me and you’d help me out of the dark, and I’d give my heart as an offering.
Too late, I’m sure, and lonely. Another night, another dream wasted on you. Just be here now, against me. You know the words, so sing along for me, baby. For heaven’s sake I know you’re sorry, but you won’t stop crying. This anniversary may never be the same.
Inside I hope you know I’m dying with my heart beside me, in shattered pieces that may never be replaced, and if I died right now you’d never be the same.
And I will always remember you as you are right now to me, and I will always remember now. Sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side, sleep alone tonight.
How does he feel, how does he kiss? How does he taste while he’s on your lips? How does he feel, how does he kiss? How does he taste while he’s on your lips? How does he feel, how does he kiss? How does he taste while he’s on your lips? How does he feel, how does he kiss?
I can’t forget you, I know you want me to want you, I want to, but I can’t forgive you. So when this is over don’t blow your composure baby, I can’t forgive you. I know you want me to want you, I want to. But I can’t forgive you. So when this is over don’t blow your composure baby, I can’t forgive you.
I know you want me to want you, I want to.
I'm fucking screaming and crying on the inside.
i'm so indie that i never use capitals because i am rebelling against capitalism
(via imsoindiethat)
I DON’T GET IT
For my birthday
I really want to see the New Boyz in concert. Just because it’s only 15 dollars and I want to see them jerk live.
I LIKE TO TYPE IN CAPS WHEN I'M ANGRY.
MY MOTHER FUCKING TOLD ME SHE WAS BRINGING ME TO MACKENNA'S HOUSE THIS MORNING AT 8 IN THE FUCKING MORNING, AND ALL OF A SUDDEN SHE DECIDES TO CHANGE HER MIND AND BRING ME AT 7 IN THE EVENING INSTEAD. FUCKING BITCH. SHE RUINED EVERYTHING WE HAD FUCKING PLANNED. MY MOMS SUCH A FUCKING DUMBASS. FUCK MY COCK.
Bitch, I'm not waiting a few hours to tweet again. Fuck you.
I'm on tweet limit. FFFUUUUUUUU Twitter.
The internet pisses me the fuck off >.>
I believe that life is just a dream.
I've only had three friends my whole freshman year. This year I'm gonna be a sophmore, and I've already lost two of them. I don't trust anyone, and I have a feeling that I never will, and that I'm going to be a loner for the rest of my life.
I'm more than just an option.
hey, hey, hey.
I kind of want to die.
I like the fact that I can say whatever I want on here because no one that I know sees it. Sometimes though, I wish they could all see it because I don't think many people actually understand what kind of person I am.
Probably because I’m so good at hiding how I really feel.
I'm fascinated by creepy shit. Nothing ever grosses me out. I believe in zombies, vampires, ghosts, monsters, ect. I don't care what you think.
Play
I just chugged a RedBull.
I think I’m going to throw up.
thank you for following, love you're tumblr!!!
xoxo<3
you’re welcome & thank youu. <3
what the actual fuck.
So I was rudely woken up my my mom crying and yelling, and my stepdad screaming about how much he hates her. Then he started attacking the vegetables. Like, seriously? Wtf did they ever do to you? I was gonna eat those. And now I can’t get back to sleep. I need to get back to sleep. FUCK MY COCK. No, I’m like, not being serious here. Seriously, I’m crying. And my mother is an idiot. My stepdad tried to stop the fight, but my mom wouldn’t shut the fuck up and she made everything worse. Now he left to go drink with his friends. This is nice. And when I walked upstairs shes like, “DON’T TWEET ABOUT IT!” I’m like, stffuuuuuu.
At least I woke up to Justin Bieber’s beautiful voice.
Sorry if you're following me and you don't like Justin Bieber. Just kidding, I don't care.
I'm funny.
me: i’m not talking to you anymore, bye.
courtney: byeeeee (:
me: I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD IF YOU EVER SMILE AT ME AGAIN I’LL POP A GLOCK IN YOUR MOUTH AND MAKE A BRAIN SLUSHIE, BITCH.
she never texted me back.
pussy.
